Friday, October 19, 2012

FIXING THINGS like hearts

I AM A FIXER
I am a Mother and  Nurse.
I see something that is broken...and the wheels start spinning...
."How can I fix that?" 
....make it better, hurt LESS...be more beautiful, more functional...
....but HOW does one ...
fix a broken heart?
 Times like these...
I long for the days when I could pop my children on my lap and rock their tears away.
The days when the level of exhaustion left sand in my eyes....
and I never imagined that I would think that anything about it was easy...
but it seems like a cakewalk now....

breathe

......time heals all wounds and everything of ANY Value...
EVERYTHING I have learned the hard way.
From running out of gas...to losing boyfriends...
..and the hardest thing for me as a MOM 
(well, ONE of the hardest things)
 is to simply
Shut the hell up and 
JUST BE PRESENT.


"barn burnt down...now I can see the moon."


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